I purged yesterday. After 3 weeks of not purging I finally lost the fear of vomiting yet again and went for it. And I wanted to keep going, but my gag reflex was having none of it. Immediately after that I had 3 scoops of ice scream. Pathetic.
And today I restricted. Yay for me. Pathetic yet again.
And a crazy BPD flare-up this weekend also. Stay tuned for details.
Oh this weekend was…interesting. Funny thing is, nothing serious happened to trigger all of it.
Eat eat eat. Fat fat fat fat fat. Fat cow. Disgusting. Pathetic.
Depressed BPD baby.