Busy bees buzzing in my head


That, and July has been a crappy month for therapy. I feel so ridiculously abandoned and I’m at times ambivalent or angry toward G and R.

Plus, I’m taking Step 2 CK in a few days. And I only now began to freak out.

Oh, and depression, right. It’s been there for a week now. It’s not too bad….yet.

It’s incredible how much strength it takes to stay in the maintenance phase of mental illness. I’m sure a lot of you can relate to that.


  1. Totally. If I had a nickel for every time I called myself a loser in just a single day, I’d be a loser with a shitload of money. And, you know, maybe I wouldn’t be any better, but at least I’d have the money. 😉


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