I’m a bit sad and lazy.
As it turns out, it seems I won’t be able to do a visiting rotation at this program I was VERY interested in. I fulfill all of the requirements except one: the Family Medicine rotation. The school requires I have family medicine done before rotating at their hospital. However, at my school we do family medicine in fourth year. I still have to check a few things, but I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to rotate there. As this specific program is very far away from home, and as I have no ties to that specific state, this lowers my chances of doing a residency there.
So, that’s why I’m sad.
I’ve been sleeping all day, haven’t studied. I just feel defeated over this tiny little thing.
On top of that, I find I really don’t like surgery. I get bored with it easily, and there’s no interaction with patients. I feel like I’m slowly losing my people-skills. But it’s only been one week, let’s see how things go.
I really don’t feel very good. I also miss M and it seems I won’t be able to have an appointment with her on the first week of February. That really has me very stressed, as I feel like I need her now more than ever.
I’ts a bad day, honestly.
BPD: 1 – Me: 0