Quick post

Don’t have much to say today except that I’m exceptionally tired. I’m back at home for the weekend after a 2 and a half hour drive.

I wrote an email to M explaining how I’ve been. In general, I’ve been OK. I think.

However, I’ve been having suicidal thoughts at random moments. Passive thoughts, but still uncomfortable to deal with with such frequency. I told M about this and she told me to call her office so I could explain better what these thoughts are like. I called her, and explained everything to her.

But what I couldn’t explain to her was that mostly I felt not so good last week because she can be quite impersonal in her emails.

It makes me feel like any other patient. And I don’t like it.

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