My feet hurt. And I’m so tired I keep asking myself just how I will get up early tomorrow to do the same thing over again. But it was an OK day.
It was my first day at the hospital for my Obstetrics and Gynecology rotation. I think it’s going to be good. It’s a small hospital, very relaxed setting. I think it’s precisely what I need at this time. The doctors were all very nice, and the attending (senior doctor) I will be with this week is very nice and talkative…which makes up for my introversion.
I saw my first natural birth. It was messy. It made me not want to have children. Ever.
But during all of this I kept wondering what were the patient’s stories, what were their quirks, and whether one of them was like me, with BPD.
The world may never know.
That’s that for today. I’m so tired I’m almost dead.