Where is my mind?

I self-harmed yesterday.
I just self-harmed now.
A second test today. Another failure.
I feel numb.
I can’t think.
Had suicidal thoughts today for the first time in a while.
Imagined myself drowning, falling, falling deep.
I can feel the darkness around me.
Am I falling again?
I’m a failure.
A worthless nothing.
M doesn’t care about me.
Nobody cares about me.
I don’t blame them.
I don’t care about me.

I’m sorry, this is all I can manage to post at this moment.

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